from victim to the creator
4 day temple immersion
FOR ALL GENDERS
In a medieval castle in Belgium: June 12-15 2026
to rise as the creator, you must sacrifice your mask. you must offer your heart. you must surrender to the great spirit that moves through you. this is where you become the altar.
introduction
This 4-day temple immersion is a holy passage designed to sacredly destroy victimhood and awaken you as the creator of your life. This is a full-bodied journey into transformation, where you will go so deep into your humanity to remember:
you are god
The question is not if you are ready. The question is if you are willing to do whatever it takes to break free:
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Description
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Shamanism
Sacred/Conscious Sexuality
Embodied Shadow-work
Existential Kink
Tantra & Temple Arts
Psychic Somatics
Shamanic Kink
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Maia directly translates to "the Great Mother," an archetype embodying both the sacred destruction of illusions & victim consciousness and the empowerment of the Creator. This energy guides us through the fire of transformation and into the sovereignty of our true essence.
Within this 4-day Shamanic-Sexual Temple Immersion, we
invoke the specific frequencies required to break the matrix
of religious trauma and sexual disempowerment:
LILITH:
The Liberator. The untamed and exiled one who calls us to break free from the inner matrix. She leads our descent to reclaim our forbidden desires, our Sacred Slut essence, and the raw erotic freedom suppressed by conditioning.
ANUBIS:
The Gatekeeper. The guardian of the threshold between fear and fearlessness. He activates the Sacred Fuck Boy—reclaiming the power of the Beast as a holy force of protection, presence, and devotional lust.
CHRIST (Yeshua & Magdalene):
The Alchemists. The union of the Light Feminine and Light Masculine. They guide the heart to meet the sex, bridging piercing Truth with Erotic Innocence to return us to Creator Consciousness.
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This is not just a journey into the darkness but into the wholeness of who we are. Through ritual, archetypal embodiment, sacred sexuality, and deep initiations, we will destroy illusions, reclaim our primal nature, and rise as the Creator of our reality.
Our shadows are longing to be seen, loved, and integrated. The light and the dark are not at war—they are lovers seeking reunion. When we take radical ownership of our darkness, we reclaim our wholeness.
We remember that life is not happening to us but through us.
This temple is a space to enter the taboo in order to find liberation. To meet the primal forces within you. To unlock your raw, unfiltered essence. To embody the power of your sexuality—not as something to be feared or shamed, but as a holy force of creation.
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One of the core themes we will explore is the wound of separation from Source: the primal rupture that gives rise to existential loneliness, disconnection from the body and the Earth, denial of our animal and divine nature, and a sense of victimhood.
From this wound, shadow patterns emerge — including sexual disempowerment. Sexuality is often unconsciously used as an attempt to feel whole again, to dissolve the illusion of separation.
In this space, we meet these wounds directly, not to bypass them, but to alchemize them into embodied power, sovereignty, and presence.
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Afraid of your sexual power & the harm it could cause to the other. Terrified of your true desires. Struggling between “what is right, what is wrong.” Having dark sexual kinks buried in deep shame, creating inner conflict and turmoil. Fearing that fully meeting your sexual power might destroy you or go against everything you have believed in. As a result: holding back your sexual rawness for the other, stuck in "nice guy" or "people pleasing" in order to not be dictated as the "perpetrator".
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Feeling afraid to step into your power and own your magic. Fear of fully embodying your sexual power. Having bodily terror at the thought of being judged, shamed, or killed for expressing your truth. The suppression of your erotic, intuitive, & deeply feminine nature. Holding back your authenticity out of fear of persecution. As a result: staying silent, quiet, dimming your light to “stay safe”.
the journey (daily schedule)
day 1 & 2: underworld & inner matrix
Lilith Activation: The Dark Feminine, Sacred Slut, Deconditioning
We begin by breaking free from our "Inner Matrix"—the layers of religious and societal conditioning that have shamed our wildness. We journey into the shadow to reclaim the Sacred Slut: the part of us that is sexually empowered, unapologetic, and free from the good girl/boy mask.
Rituals: Underworld Journey, Embodied Shadow Work, Breaking the Matrix Ceremony, Sexual Empowerment Activation.
day 2 & 3: the sacred beast
Anubis Activation: The Dark Masculine, Base Dearmouring, & Devotional Lust
We meet the Dark Masculine through the frequency of Anubis. This is the activation of the Beast—moving from fear to fearlessness. We reclaim the Sacred Fuck Boy: the raw, potent, directional sexual energy that has been suppressed to avoid being the perpetrator. We turn lust into a devotional act.
Rituals: Beast Activation, Base Dearmouring, Fear-to-Fearless Initiation, The Art of Devotional Lust.
Day 3 & 4: alchemy, Ascension, & sacred union
Christ Activation: Sexual Alchemy, Heart Dearmouring, & Erotic Innocence
The final passage is the Union of the Light Feminine and Light Masculine. We pierce through illusion with Truth. We move into Creator Consciousness, using sexual alchemy and sex magic to manifest our reality. We return to Erotic Innocence—the state where the heart is fully open and the body is a temple of sacred play.
Rituals: Heart Dearmouring, Rose Activation, Kundalini & Sex Magic, Manifestation Portal, The Homecoming to Innocence.
testimonials
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SUZANNE (FEMALE)
I feel so grateful, full of love, open, vulnerable and strong. My masks and layers are cracking open, and more and more light can come in.
This retreat has been life changing for me on a very deep level of core beliefs and inner child layers. Maia and Michel worked so perfectly with our group in the field, attuning to what everyone needed right in the moment. I felt so safe at all times, which contributed to a deep healing in myself and the others in our group.
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NIK (MALE)
Wow! What an experience, beyond all prejudices and assumptions.
It's beautiful how vulnerable Maia opens herself up and takes you on a completely new journey of feelings and emotions. She goes deeper than anything I've ever experienced, even with plant medicines.
She takes you on an energetic journey where you connect with your deepest fears, desires, and boundaries. The latter is meticulously guarded, so you always feel safe, even as you stare fear in the face. Her partner, Michel's, contribution is also invaluable; he prepared us well and provided appropriate support for both us as a group and for Maia.
If you're truly willing to explore yourself more deeply than you've ever explored before, you should definitely seek her out.
This is next-level shit, an indescribably profound and loving experience. Tantra for the advanced.
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KAY (FEMALE)
It was so beautiful because here I could finally be free. If you need to come & heal, this is the place to do it. I came here because I needed to heal past sexual assault, and the journey that Maia & Michel gave me was so intuitively led & really safely held. I had deep ancestral wounds that I didn't even know was there and I feel my energetic body is deeply healed & my heart is expanding. Maia & Michel were constantly reading the energies in the group & what was needed and it was beautiful how the masculine & feminine leadership came together. They also showed true vulnerability that gave a safe space to both expand & contract when needed. To my sisters out there who truly need to be healed, especially on a sexual level, this retreat is not about sex, but rather getting in contact with your feminine & masculine side and having a free safe expression.
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ELENA (FEMALE)
I feel so grateful! Where my heart normally contracts, I feel expansion. I feel a power from the root, to be able to come back to myself. I want to thank myself. I use to give my power away to others and I am now honouring my own power that comes from me.
I also have to thank Maia & Michel. It was so profound that there are no words. It has been a gift, for myself, for all the people in the space, and for those to come. The power of Temple of Maia is its ability to not be confined as one thing, its an infinite flow of energy. It channels what it needs to channel. This space created is so safe even though we go into the most deepest places. When all my coping mechanisms & triggers came up, the deeper truth arose that: these people are here to hold me. I now know how I wish to walk through life after this experience: with safety, security, and power within myself.
If you feel the calling for this & have doubt, take away the noise & sit in silence with yourself. Because behind the excuse, the voices, is a roar. I have full body chills when I say I am so fucking happy I did this.
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MATHIAS (MALE)
Maia holds a safe space in a way that is so clean & clear, that cultivates inner safety & strength. It is such a level of shamanism, playfulness, and deep attunement, that I feel honored to be in her field. I see how she is expanding the dark universe, a beautiful mix of light, shadow, & darkness. There is such a clarity that she carries.
If you get the opportunity to dive in the dark & shamanistic realms with her, you will not see yourself in the same light afterwards. You will see dark things in a lighter way & lighter things in a darker way.
An alchemy beyond reason, beyond feelings will be cultivated with you. She is a dear teacher of the dark, brave enough to dive beyond the concept, to bring you to a truer, deeper, soul evolution.
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ROMINA (FEMALE)
What I take away from this is that I can finally step into my power and that I don't need to be afraid of owning my true self. I can embrace my inner strength.
In some of the rituals, I could literally feel the power arising in my body. I still feel my body expanding. I feel so ready to embrace my full self and show the world my true power & share with it all the gifts I have. I feel ready to follow my calling.
Maia & Michel carry a deep devotion. I didn't really know what was possible until I entered their container, it feels like modern day magic & alchemy. I really love how they always read the energy of the room & always adapt to the groups need and what the field asks for-- this is a great strength of theirs.
Maia also carries such a powerful, shamanic presence that I admire and Michel brings so much loving, kind energy in the space that makes it safe. It is a beautiful cocreation. I will continue receiving their medicine!
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